The last few days have been incredibly special for our family. On the 7th of June, by God's grace, I was ordained, and at the same time, many of you also got to meet our little daughter, Athaliah Stella Shemron. To begin this new chapter of ministry while holding this precious new life in my arms is a blessing I can hardly put into words.
For me, ordination is about a way of life – a vocation shaped through relationships, witness, service, and faith.
Roots in a Pastor’s Home
I was born to Rev. Saduri Jayraj, a priest of the Karnataka Central Diocese, and Mrs Vasanthi Saduri. I have witnessed ministry in its many forms from my earliest years. I still remember Dad sitting me down and teaching me about the altar at Wesley Tamil Church in Ashok Nagar, and later about the reverence of the pulpit at St. Paul’s Church in Shivajinagar. I also remember the lessons he taught me in all the churches he served and the challenges he faced there. Those moments remain vivid memories from my childhood.
I watched with awe as he faithfully led worship week after week for more than twenty-five years. I remember pastor‑uncles and aunties filling our home with laughter, fellowship, conversations about sermons, church life, and the challenges of ministry. For every congregation, they were “Ayyah” and “Ayyeramma,” but for my brother and me, they were simply Uncle and Aunty. Even the Bishop was always “Bishop Uncle” and “Bishop Aunty.” They loved us as their own, and we grew up surrounded by a community that embodied faith in ways both ordinary and profound.
For almost four decades, I have seen the Church from inside and outside, from near and far. There was never a moment when I could completely walk away from it, no matter how much joy or sorrow came my way. The Church has shaped me, challenged me, nurtured me, and sustained me. I carry those lessons of ministry close to my heart.
I am especially moved by the many people who continue to congratulate me while remembering my father. Every such message reminds me that ministry leaves a legacy far beyond titles and positions.
A Word to Fellow Pastors’ Kids
I have great respect for all who discern a call to ministry. Today, I want to especially acknowledge fellow pastors’ kids who choose to enter ministry despite being first‑hand witnesses to the sacrifices, struggles, disappointments, and burdens their parents carried. We know the cost. We have seen it up close. Yet we still choose to say “yes” to God’s call.
My theological education was made possible because of the generosity of the Church. There were times when I could not have paid my fees on my own. When we approached churches within the diocese, they responded generously with scholarships and support. Their investment in my formation became part of the journey that led me to this day.
The Ordination Service – A Moment of Deep Grace
During the ordination service, I found myself constantly looking back and reflecting on the role the Church has played throughout my life. I deeply missed the physical presence of my father and my grandmother, Bhama Sunderraj. Though my mother and my Mama represented them, I know they would have rejoiced to witness this day.
One of the most moving moments of the service was seeing my wife, Rev. Dr B. Silpa Rani, at the altar. As she stood there, she reflected my father’s image in a way I cannot fully explain. When she laid her hand upon me during the ordination prayers, I was overwhelmed with the sense that my father was truly present – blessing me, encouraging me, and passing the baton forward.
This ordination is therefore more than an honour. It is a reminder. It reminds me to embody my father’s humility, his commitment to the people, and his passion for those who struggle and suffer. It calls me to remain faithful to the vocation that has shaped my life.
Gratitude for Those Who Shaped Me
I am grateful for my Sunday School and VBS teachers who first taught me the stories of faith. I remember the Bible quizzes, elocutions, sermons, essays, and countless competitions that shaped my thinking and nurtured my confidence. I thank the many colleagues and friends of my father from the Karnataka Central Diocese whose conversations, encouragement, and affection have accompanied me through the years.
I am deeply thankful to Rt. Rev. P. K. Samuel and Rt. Rev. Dr Vincent Vinod Kumar for their recommendations and support. A special word of gratitude goes to Rt. Rev. S. Vasanthkumar and Rev. Nirmala Vasanthkumar – from my childhood, they helped shape my understanding of pastoral ministry, leadership, and what it means to serve God’s people with humility.
I am grateful to Rt. Rev. Immanuel Dani, who ordained me and welcomed me into this new phase of ministry. I remember with gratitude the support of the officers of the Diocese of Sambalpur (Vice Chairman, Secretary, Assistant Secretary, Treasurer, Associate Treasurer), and the Ministerial and Executive Committees of both the CSI‑Karnataka Central Diocese and the Diocese of Sambalpur, CNI.
My thanks also go to the classmates, friends, faculty, and communities of United Theological College, North India Institute for Post Graduate Theological Studies, Serampore College, and Bishop’s College. They taught me what to think, how to think, how to question, how to wrestle, and how to search for a deeper faith rooted in Christ.
I remain grateful to all the churches where my father served – the congregations, pastorate committees at various times, Sunday school, youth and women’s fellowships, friends, and well‑wishers – for their constant encouragement every time they said “you would be a pastor someday” or “I see your dad in you.” I am also grateful to the churches that supported my theological education through scholarships and to the congregations that welcomed me into their pulpits and allowed me to learn alongside them.
The National Council of Churches in India and the Student Christian Movement of India played a significant role in shaping my vocation and worldview. Their General Secretaries, colleagues, and friends invested in me through dialogue, trust, and mentorship. The Solidarity Foundation and its Executive Directors kept me grounded in the realities of grassroots communities and constantly reminded me that ministry must be rooted in justice, dignity, and solidarity.
Family: My Foundation
To my friends, relatives, and extended family - thank you for every prayer, message, phone call, and act of encouragement.
To my mum (Mrs Vasanthi Saduri), my brother (Vivian Samson), Metilda, Ethan, Adley, Chislon and to Appa and Amma (my father‑in‑law and mother‑in‑law).– Thank you for carrying me through moments when I doubted myself. You have always been there, quietly and faithfully. Your love, warmth, confidence, and tireless support have meant more than words can express. You did everything possible to make this ordination happen – meeting people, speaking with the Bishop, encouraging me, and ensuring that no obstacle stood in the way. I will always remain grateful.
To my brother‑in‑law, Rev. Manas – thank you for your constant encouragement, wise counsel, and unwavering support. Along with Sasmita and your wonderful sons, Ronel and Sonel, you have always made me feel loved and supported. To my sister‑in‑law, Pina (Jasmine) and her husband, Rinku (Ashish) – thank you for being the backbone of the entire event. Your dedication, hard work, and willingness to take responsibility behind the scenes made everything possible. Without your support, managing the event would have been incredibly difficult.
And to my favourite sisters‑in‑law, Priyanka (Sampa) and Akankshya (Annun) – thank you for doing everything within your power to make this day special. Through your affection, care, and tireless efforts, you reminded me that family is not merely something we inherit – it is something that embraces us. You made me feel completely at home. You made me feel that I truly belong.
Looking Ahead
For me, this ordination marks a milestone – a step into pastoral ministry that I have been preparing for since I was ten years old. I hold this vocation with extreme sincerity and commitment to the Church and to the people. This is the beginning of a lifelong commitment to serve God and people. I step into this ministry humbled by the many people who have shaped me and hopeful about what God has in store.
Thank you to everyone who celebrated, prayed, travelled, called, messaged, and shared in our joy. Please continue to pray for me, for my household, and for the journey ahead.
As the prophet Micah reminds us:
“What does the Lord require of you but to do justice, to love kindness, and to walk humbly with your God?” (Micah 6:8)
For me, this calling will always mean standing with those who struggle for life, resisting oppression, and journeying alongside those who seek to live with dignity, hope, and freedom.
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